Tuesday, April 19, 2011

a very fine line

   It's a fine line, that's what navigating life is all about. I'm easing into the April evening, trying to muster enough energy to finish the daily list of must-do's and should-get-done's. I must feed the horses and the kids, maybe I'll even eat more than a banana myself. But really, I'd rather go out to the carriage barn and polish my buddy's vintage Harley.
   I know winter is over, or nearly over, when my mind abandons all responsibility for riding that sweet bike' comfortably seated behind my outlaw sweetheart. The fences need mending, I need to scout out some additional Learn'ed Horse Project students and I really need to re-home the last five rescued horses. Yet my mind is easily distracted with the memories of past miles and the dream-scaping of this season's expectant rides. A trip to the Maine coast and one perhaps to Niagara Falls; and always the glorious roads of Vermont. Am I lazy or just tired or actually ambivalent. Just this puzzle alone drives my mind, again,  to the bike and her beckoning chrome.
  He brought her up to my place as I'm on a paved road and have ample space in my barn. We even found an ace shovel-head mechanic for his vintage low ride. He might even get the bike fit enough to pass inspection and dawn a legal sticker. I'll need a new nickname for my driver then,  but that remains to be seen. Still though, it'll be exciting to assist in the low-ride's rehab and learn the mechanical details of the chrome pony I've come to love as dearly as my awesome brown horses.
 When he surprised me two weeks ago in arriving with her tethered in his truck bed; I was as giddy as a child on Christmas day. It got better still, when after unloading her, he dusted off the winter grime and turned the key, sparking the hearty engine to life. The sound of her throaty pipes and rhythmic Vtwins was music to my winter weary mind. He turned her around to face the road and signaled me to jump on. There were snowbanks in the yard and plenty on the mountain still, but the traveled lane was clean and the temperature was 60+; we were gonna ride. On April 9th, it would be the earliest I had ever gone out.
   Where to?" he queried. "East and north on 109; it's in good shape; no ball-buster holes anywhere..." my eager reply. Zipping my leathers up snug; I was struggling to swing my right leg over the familiar sissy bar. ' I'll need to limber up and start stretching for the summer ahead...' I muttered to myself. Settling into my pillion seat, I gave him a hug and and my ready to ride smile. Pulling onto the lane, he revved the throttle and set a a pace that made my heart jump and then soar. We were riding, rolling past snow banks that would hide the wintry acres beyond them and marvel and the snowy fields that blanketed the hillsides ahead. What a rush to ride in warm wind with ample snow still lining the roadways. Onward through Waterville and Belvidere; to Eden and North Hyde Park;  deeper the snow became as we rumbled north.  
   Pausing only for a brief picture of him next to the banks of snow, as we toured the snow-littered spring time, I couldn't recognize our summer landmarks. The vistas that were so green and comforting in July were frozen and foreboding in this early April spin. Not a time of year to break down and no room on the roadside to push a dead bike. Fortunately, our ride ran flawlessly, purring without hesitation in the effort. Seeming like even she wanted to bust lose of winter and stretch her chrome features against the bare roads.  As we wound our way home, we had covered a pristine 44 miles in our first ride out for this promising season ahead.
   Watching the ribbon of road fading behind us in the side-view mirrors, it struck me how all of life is defined by a very thin line... between dreams and duty just as it is between winter and spring... a pile of work here, a bank of snow there. It all works out as long as we 'mind' the line and keep all things where they belong.
   enjoy the day and keep the shiny side up ~ ell

this one is for them that live their dreams, and share that ride ~ peace

Thursday, July 22, 2010

468 miles, the Independence Long Run...the last word

    Monday morning emerged with another blue sky and ideal weather for our motorcycle obsession. Ok, it's my obsession and my biker man indulges me often. The bike looked too good with its banner to undecorate  and it was July 5th with plenty of celebration in the air. It was also my boyz ninth birthday and they would be having their party at their dad's place 30 miles away. "Can we take the bike?" my hopeful plea. "...we can stop in, give 'em their books from the Fort, get some lunch in St A. and tooly-dooly around..." My driver never hesitated in his soft spoken reply, "...why not..."
   With the sidebags off the bike, it was much easier for me to mount even with the pole standing strong in its improvised mount. We rolled to the end of my driveway, double checked our lane of travel and commenced our journey. Already day-dreaming, I was brought to attention when he would brake quickly enough to bump my helmet into the back of his lid for a click; if I was fast enough, I could put my left hand on his back and stop my momentum from crushing into him. Sometimes this happened in a quick stop to avoid harm, but in as many times, he would do it to wake me up, get my attention and 'cop a boob-jamb' for his own enjoyment. Men will be men, "...behave!" I'll retort and smile at his lusty reminder; I need to pay attention. This type of play is for fun and giggles, but the crumbling road conditions can really jarr me if I don't see the hole in our path in time to stand up on the pegs; this is his way of saying, "...the road ahead is rough; be ready..."
  A quick fuel-up at the Cupboard Deli and we were ready for the back way to St. A. People were still delighted to see the flag and often stopped to gander and ponder the mechanics of riding with it. The first mile of the first day, my driver noticed the pull on his bike; he adjusted the tension of the flag with zip ties and adapted flawlessly to it's backward yaw on the bike. Everywhere we took it, back roads or city streets, it captured people's attention, if not their imagination. We would encounter more waves, thumbs ups and complements from all walks of folks. The bike purring along the roads, I would notice election signs for many of the gubernatorial primary candidates of all parties. Dems, GOP,  a few  I didn't even know their parties, some townships were clearly aligned in their interests. Some folks  would openly announce or denounce their preferences in coffee shops, ice cream stands and post-parade banter. Sides were being chosen, fingers were being pointed; a polarization of politics and blame gaming was becoming increasingly terse, even in Vermont.
  The flag on our bike, the national symbol of unity hushed these opinions, if only briefly. Gliding by, the brilliance of the banner would elicit stares from all manner of witnesses. Always, we saw common ground in their appreciation for her. The bike was beautiful, the flag was glorious, everyone seemed to enjoy the vision. "...no one complains when they see it; moving or parked, it's so good to see folks deeply affected by it...it's very moving to have that impact on people..." , thoughts I privately spoke into my driver's left ear. At that moment, we rolled up to a traffic signal somewhere outside St. A. Up ahead was the enigmatic scene familiar to its town center. As rte36 rolls down hill to Main Street St. A, there sits an old WWII army tank, in front of an armory. Across the congested black top, stands a massive redstone church. It just seemed to be an oppositional sight:  war or peace. As we waited for our turn to proceed, an SUV idled up on our left, I didn't notice the auto or its driver but my sweetie did: "She saluted! Did you see her? She sat up in attention and saluted...what do I do?" "...smile, and nod...any people who serve will salute THE flag... cops, firefighters, boy scouts...they're supposed to...and I think maybe,  they really want to..." was my understated reply. At the next stop signal, I would say it out loud, "....it matters, at the end of the day, this flag really matters...to everyone...and we are allowed here, to display it, run the roads with it, flaunt it or hate it...we're so lucky..."
    We stopped for lunch at Mimo's and continued on to his riverside fishing camp for a break by the water. The day was hot, traffic was still heavy with holiday travelers so we chilled at the humble lodge for a little while pondering the sameness from corner to corner of Vermont, the first republic, the 14th star. The day was flowing into evening as we finally picked a route home. Cutting across the northern lanes of Franklin county, through this humble corner of Vermont,  we came across a hot air balloonist floating low in the summer sky over High Gate. "...the air is so warm, I'm surprised that he has any lift at all..." I remarked aloud. No sooner said, he dropped from view for several long minutes. "crashed?" my partner wondered; with the sound of his flame blower pushing hot air into the orb, we saw him rise up again, to an even greater height. 'don't give up; never give up...' was my self speak. We spotted a creeme stand in Sheldon and took a break to admire the early evening. We could see the Missisqoui river lazying by from our seat and watched the sun ease below the treeline. It was time to head home, covering back roads ideal for motorcycles, watching the day mellow into night. Drifting through Enosburg Falls we crossed the river south,  into Bakersfield, our riding duet conjoined with the late of the day.
Reaching back, he patted my left knee and spoke over his shoulder, "...this is the best forth ever... the flag was an awesome idea...everywhere we went, people liked it..." "yup, I replied, "...it was important for me to see that, to see people respect it, to see their reverence no matter what else they think..."  In silent agreement, we enjoyed the pensive ensemble of twilight;  the best part of the day to ride...anywhere, everywhere...
luv, peace, ride ~ ell

this one's for them that make it possible for one like me to search for my meaning of the forth of July...

Monday, July 19, 2010

468miles, the Independence Long Run... part 4 coming home

  While the bike was waiting,  we went for a walk down to the cool brook at the foot of  his land. Among the shadowy path along it's banks, was the remains of the olde towne road with a decaying bridge crossing the creek. It was too high over the rocky waters and too slippery for my slick boots for me to risk it. When I told him so, he smiled and mentioned that it "...was the first time he'd ever heard me say anything was too risky..." I laughed; I love my thrills but I love living to tell the story just as much. The cool air by the water was soothing to my hot face; stopping by a pool of the clear tonic, little "brookies" could be seen darting in the depths. We'll go fishing here some afternoon and have a fry for breakfast. It was time to head for the bike and take the flag into the North Country.
   Following back roads at the best speed they would allow, cruising past forgotten cemeteries where once there were hamlets, past restored farmsteads and rustic Appalachian cabins, we popped out on a paved state road. Rte 110 delighting us with straight roads to  a quick break at the "modern" flood water marvel in East Barre. This was my second example of a civil works response to the flash floods of the last century. It was a paternal government's promise to the people during a time when our mountainous state was barren of trees, their crowns and vital under-stories. A time when the hillsides were clean and views were expansive like no other time, before or since, in VT history. The sudden and frequent heavy rains in the early 20th century decimated towns and industries in the canyons of the Green Mtn spines without the green canopy to wick up the waters. These heavily fortified dams and spillways were constructed to ensure lives would not be lost to such flooding ever again. It was encouraging to see the responsible effort of the long-ago government to protect it's constituents, as we stood upon it in a more contemporary molment when we are suspect of our political  leadership.
   As the bike stood idle atop the berm, the great flag billowed gently so. To myself I thought; '...we each have the power to elect and direct such beneficial governing...one person, one vote and we, the non-elite, have 99% of that voting power; we need to use it and re-balance the government to serve all of us...'  With that thought, I mounted behind my biker man and we journeyed onward to rte302 taking the junction north on 232. It was late in the day, and finally getting cooler, I was happy for my second tee shirt, especially when we entered the Groton State Park area. The long, clean lake made the air still cooler despite being a ways from our spiraling road. "If they ever pave this whole road, it will perfect for motorcycles..."was my driver's exclamation. It was great fun to grind the hairpins and blind curves as we were deep in the woods. Not a soul shared the lane and our only vigilance would be for deer or bear popping in front of us. No amount of conspicuity would help us then; only the acute reflexes of my driver would give us any chance, if there was one to have. After driving by the first massive park sign, we elected to try the next one in hopes of finding a scenic road around the lake. Instead we found a long, smooth access road to a small ranger station announcing the eventual State park and beach. We talked our way it, "just to check it out" and ended at the beachfront parking lot. I wanted to walk down to the water, but there was no place to park the bike and time was starting become important. We wanted our own bed tonight, not another motel. He entered the parking lot and was met by a minivan driver's door ajar in the lane, no driver in the car. "No problem..." for him as he navigated off lane barely missing the door to our right and the tree to our left, I pulled in my knees and huffed about etiquette in such a busy place and wondered aloud: "...why is it so hard for people to think of others in such a public place?" Back on our road, we continued in search of more blacktop and another state sign putting us closer to home. 
   All the while our flag elicited smiles and good wishes; a visual treat for the occasional Vermonter in a distant garden or weary farm yard. On these more desolate stretches of road, I would imagine a Vermont of a hundred years ago and ponder the sameness of it all. While each tiny town, each crossroad was unique to itself, they were all as much similar. The commanding mountain ranges, the steep slopes halting in narrow canyon bottoms  with frigid creeks cutting through their valley floors. Ultimately, they would converge in a village or town that long-ago harnessed that power in their mills. Grain, saw wood, looms.  Often, the derricks and foundations remained in historic tribute to a more sustainable time. In some places, the mill buildings remained, either living new lives or as abandoned relics. I imagine the clever people who built such structures and those who did the daily work. But now, as we hurtled past, they were fallow while the water beside them ran quick as always. '...how did we let ourselves get so dependent upon outside power sources? why did we walk away from this resource? surely our new technologies could make it worth using for the smaller scale industrials...' It's a luxury for me to ride this gleaming bike, seated snugly behind my partner and ponder all of everything else while he wrangles the physics of the ride. I thank him often, but still I know, he makes it possible for me to see and feel the all of it. I lean into his back to assure him of this reckoning and he replies with a pat on my left knee until we rolled into our next junction.
   Crossing rte2 onto 215, the lines of our mapped thruways  were getting thinner as we motored over state roads that were sometimes went to dirt when the populous became thin. This piece of pavement brought us into Cabot, the land of Cabot cheese and their champion cheddar.  By the late afternoon, as we trolled down their main street, the parade was long gone and not a trace of the fabulous Cabot sharp that they throw to onlookers could be found. We couldn't find any gas for the bike either. We knew we weren't too far from rte15 which would take us home, but also knew we needed gas...soon. Our winding road took us to Walden Station and there was no fuel in that cross-hair either. We pointed toward Hardwick, located some fuel but the Village Dinner was closed so our bellies would have to wait.
    It was becoming twilight, the prettiest part of the day to ride. The air gets thinner and lighter on our faces, the sky softens as the sun eases behind the mountains, the chaos of the day retreats into homes evidenced by the glow of televisions in so many roadside houses as we pass. "...poor bastards..."says he,"...they're inside watching someone else's life and we're out here creating our own..." All I could say was, "Yup." and agree with a squeeze 'round his chest. We are blessed and  I was hungry; "I know a dinner with awesome fries, going into Morristown, I gotta eat." Fifteen minutes later, we found our place and noted the dozens of patrons lined up for creemes, even at this late hour. From the camp ground across the highway, they came to enjoy any of the 65 flavors, swap stories of the day, flirt with the opposite sex, taunt their siblings as they waited for the frozen wonders. When we came to a stop behind the line, the rumble of the pipes got their attention, but
the flag brought them to a brief hush.
It was the fourth of July and this was a justly end. Kids with big eyes while their dads pulled them away. "...don't touch his bike, it is beautiful but don't touch it..."
   We were 26miles from my home and all it's comforts, but this place was abuzz with Vermont and her collage of life; a fun place to sit and watch people. Seeing some kids, I thought of my sons that same age.  "...hey outlaw, tomorrow is my boys' birthday; can we show up with the bike?", my child like plead...
 "sure..." was my tired, happy, proud biker's reply; he has a soft heart for little kids and he still dreams their dreams for me... "a flag, a really big flag on the back of your bike and let's take it everywhere...
still to come, just one more day... luv, peace, ride ~ ell